Back in the second year of college, I was quite a shy and introverted guy and would get bullied a lot at college. Nothing violent, just a lot of name-calling and teasing. There was a group of 1st-year students that were especially boisterous and playful. They would stop me anytime they saw me in the hallway and would ask me questions to somewhat annoy me. Secretly, I enjoyed it! It was kind of a fantasy of mine to be cornered by them.

I would sometimes get lost in thought during class, imagining them performing sexual acts on me. I guess, I liked being a submissive slut, but I had no guts to ever let anyone know that I was gay.